House of Tantra | Phoenix Rising
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Phoenix Rising

A week long retreat of healing and awakening through sexual bodywork and temple rituals of sacred sexuality

Facilitated by Zenon D. Dorje & Estera Saraswati

Awaken your sexual potential

Join this week long retreat that creates an opportunity to intensively heal and clear your body from stored traumas, fears, guilt, shame and any other blockages from your past as well as ancestors’ and collective memory. Come activate your sexual energy. Let it become your biggest resource!

Sexual energy is the axis of all areas of life – relationship, work, money, sex, passions. When you start to heal, be ready for a change and big expansion for you and your closest ones. Your self-esteem will rise, clarity and decisiveness will improve, relations will enrich and be more intimate, abundance will flow and work will be more passionate and creative.

Unique approach to sexual healing

Combing contemporary sexual bodywork with matriarchal temple arts ritualistic approach is a unique feature of this retreat. In ancient matriarchy times, 5.000-8.000 years ago, temples conducted by women had flourished. Temple priestesses used sexual energy to heal, to release and cleanse, to activate self recovery forces and initiate people into spiritual realm. Temples were in the center of villages, respected by whole community. Sexual energy was recognized  and worshiped as most sacred universal force. This contemporary retreat is directly connected with the spirit of antient temple rites.
Sacral and secular approach together give an amazing outcomes of a deeply transformative journey into the body cellular memory back in time to heal whatever is still stored in a body. The effects are fast and tangible. Sacred space of a temple during this retreat invites a real transformation to happen, more than therapeutic change of personality. Every demonstration and session is supported by precise instructions and guidelines as well as spiritual teachings giving broader context to sexual healing from therapeutic, shamanic and tantric perspective. Demos in the middle of a circle given by teachers are not merely instructions but also a strong energy transmission.

All processes emerges from clear awareness and light of consciousness. Personal boundaries are kept, challenges accompanied by loving kindness, communication is direct and consciuosness is our coach. We want to know what we are doing, why and what for as well as what really has happened during session or practices to make conscious choices and expand. Due to it, you can grow faster and safely without post-workshop yo-yo effect.


Sexuality: healing – activation – celebration

We will cleanse blockages that unable us to celebrate body temple and experience sexuality in an ecstatic way. We will activate the hidden power of sexual energy that will saturate daily life with more excitement, power and love. We will learn to celebrate and enjoy a deeper contact with own’s body and pleasure deriving from it. In effect, we will be able to consciously manage and direct our vital life force, harvesting joy and power.


All sessions and rituals are unique and directly tailored by facilitators in a very deep and safe container. You will be guided through them as well. It is done on personal and transpersonal level at the same time.

  • releasing body and sexuality out of fear, shame, guilt, anger, traumas and abuses of own past as well as ancestors and collective
  • celebrating body temple
  • clearing resentments between men and women
  • reconnecting sexuality and heart, spirit and sexual energy
  • yoni and lingam pujas
  • multiorgasmic wave
  • sacred spot ritual for men and women
  • riding the Dragons – releasing super powers from the undeground and embracing them in heart
  • healing of undeground structures and inner demons, both personal and collective
  • yoni mapping
  • anus mapping, clearing fear of abandonment, scarcity, mistrust, unsafety, existential issues,
  • activating body of bliss and dark body
  • Kundalini activation
  • new paradigm cross-gender party with conscious communication

Facilitators will look after safe and sacred space for healing to happen in a group. Sessions and practices happen solo, in pairs, small pods and whole group according to personal boundaries. You will be supported in following your intuition and inner guidance as well as consciousness WITHOUT ANY PEAR PRESSURE. Facilitators will attentively guide you through this process strengthening your SELF-RESPONSABILITY and SELF-EMPOWERMENT. There is nudity on this retreat. Sex is not a part of curruculum. Sarong is a basic outfit.


This retreat is suitable for all people, single or coupled, motived for making a tangible change in their lives thanks to sexual life force activation as well as sacred sexuality seekers.


This retreat connect sexual body work with temple arts sexual healing and rituals of sacred sexuality.

Sexual bodywork, temple arts rituals, tantric massage, sacred spot healing, body dearmouring, ecstatic dance, Osho dynamic meditation.

Additional Information
  • Outfit during the workshop: sarong/pareo and loose, comfortable clothes.
  • This retreat is suitable for both singles and couples.
  • You decide on the level of your commitment and nudity.
  • At any time you can stop or slow down the process and go in an individual own pace.
  • You do not have to do anything which you do not want. We support you in not being liable to group pressure.
Prerequisite for this retreat
  • Basic family theraphy
  • Healed mental illnesses or disorders (bi-polar disease, borderline, depression, schizophrenia etc)


  • Date: 22 – 29 September 2017, Friday 19.00 (dinner) till Saturday 14.00 (lunch)
  • Venue: Meeuwenveen in nature (2 h car drive from Amsterdam)
  • Price: 1250 euro (including accomodation and vegeterian food)
  • Prepayment of 500 EUR is necessary and nonrefundable. Payed preferably by bank account. You wlll be supplied with necessary details after filling in and submitting the registration form.
  • Language: English
  • Registration:  Form
  • Inquiries: Dagmara at, +48 501 136 106
Testimonials from previous participants:


“If you are looking for a path, this workshop is a highway.” Jack

“The Phoenix Rising retreat was that what I hoped for and more. The group of people where amazing and I felt very save in the hands of Estera, Zenon and the rest of the team. By meeting the suppressed parts of me (demons) and bringing them to my heart there was strangely enough a lot of love involved. As in fact, my darker parts couldn’t wait making the jump to this place where communicating from the heart, expressing my deepest wishes and longing is much more easy. I can see there’s more to be done and at the same time, while serving, I could see there is already a part that knows, react in a totally intuitive way. The beauty is that I know this intuitive way of acting is creative beyond limitations. It’s such a joy connecting with this part of me again. Never totally gone but stuck in a lot of situations. (especially with love making and speaking my truth) Looking forward to dive deep into this beautiful and intens world that Estera and Zenon presented to me! Namaste!” Arjan

“Estera and Zenon, Many thanks for all the knowledge that I was able to receive about people, women and men. So far, I’ve only focused on myself, my body, my problems. Now it’s more of me, more for myself and also for others. It’s a great feeling. Joy and bliss. The feeling that the world is beautiful, people are wise and beautiful. It was the strongest workshop in which I participated. I wish that everyone around me experienced what I did.” Zbyszek

“Great workshop facilitated with full respect to personal boundaries of each participant and taking care of our comfort and feeling of safety. It strengthened my confidence in relating to my body and sexuality. Also it showed me better what I coudn’t deal with in my life.” Charles

“My dear, you are waiting for my message. Your heart is ready and yearning, but fears can effectively hold you in your fixed place. At the same time, the world is waiting just for you sentient heart. I learned here to love again, to look into myself more and communicate with love, as well as that devil is not so terrible as he is talked about 😉 or rather she ;-). I was taught on greatness of relationship. I learned that sexual energy is within me, lighting, writhing and dancing. I don’t have to give it away but connect it with my heart. I wish Lilith could embrace Eve, masculine unite with feminine, truth finally feel safe. I learned a lot about myself. I saw clarity and power of my heart. I was reborn as I wished.” Charles

“After the workshop, I feel that I discovered a part of my heart, which I had suppressed. Completely it changes my approach to the whole world. Even the food tastes different when you are deeply rooted in your body. Thank you Estera and Zenon for your support, new knowledge, and above all practices that helped me to understand more of who I am and reassured me that I walk the right path.” Natalia

“This workshop was a powerful opportunity for me to get to know myself. It’s difficult for me to open up to other people. I knew it is my responsibility. Eventhough these barriers that are somewhere deep inside me, many of them, are not my fault. It may be stored in my body as a result of my previous incarnations, memories of ancestors or family aspects. This awareness gave me freedom, peace of mind and wisdom that I can deal with my blocks, gradually. The second thing I liked that there was no denial of our shadow, but acceptance and making a great transformation to use its power.” Luke

“This is the road of a new life! This workshop is an excellent possibility to change all black’s and white’s. It is a tool that introduce you deeper into your heart and sexuality. I regained my power, which will allow me to go a new way and have a richer love for myself and others. I learned to live anew. I opened new opportunities for myself that I can easily make them happen.” Daniel

“I am glad that I can write this testimonial. This workshop has just ended and I can share my positive impressions. I was with my wife at this workshop. Finally I got rid of jealousy when someone else has been massaging her. I feel that my skills of giving tantric massages have increased immensely. The workshop was well run and I learned a lot of new techniques, meditations, how to direct the energy of my emotions in different daily situations. I really liked that Estera and Zenon were always open to help. If we had questions, we could ask and receive an answer.” Sergio